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HERE IS THE PAGE ABOUT HOW IT ALL BEGAN Although my Mother was a Clairvoyant, she is 91 now but left her reading days far behind, and my Grandmother also was a Clairvoyant Medium, actually she was a very profound one, as she was on stage with Charlie and Sid Chaplin before Charlie left for America as the famed 'Tramp'. Charlie Chaplin Violet Carson Vera Lynn Gracie Fields Anne Shelton She use to give readings to the stars of the day, Violet Carson of the Coronation Street fame, Anne Shelton the famous singer, Gracie Fields, Vera Lynn the Forces sweet heart and many many more would make there way to her dressing room for a reading, my Grandmother worked all over Europe, me I was not interested in this at all. I remember coming home from school to our huge house in Liverpool in Carrasbrooke Road Walton, and if in the front room there was the table lamp on with a red chiffon scarf draped over the shade I knew Grandmother or 'Nanna' was reading, I would open the door, and there would be a dozen or so ladies all sitting on wooden chairs along the hallway waiting most had a scarf tied around their heads like Hilda Hogden use to in Coronation Street program, I had to run the gauntlet of getting my hair ruffled and my cheeks pinched, they would all say Ahhhh here is the Grandson, I would enter the back room where my Mother would be sitting, with a handful of mint imperials and humbugs and my hair ruffled, I was about 7 years of age then. On a Sunday afternoon 'Nanna' would hold a development circle and I would sit in it. I remember Nanna asking me after meditation one Sunday, "Dennis, do you have anything, I stood up and turned to an elderly gentleman sitting opposite me I remember saying, "Your wife says you have to feed the roses, you have forgotten", no0w my Grandmother was a very stern woman and smacked my across the back of my legs, and it stung, she said "How dare you change a message that was not intended for you....What she said George was, the roses need watering " Grandmother could move onto a link and knew exactly what was being said. My Father passed to Spirit shortly after this, as he was not perturbed by all the Psychic interest going on. My Mother married again but my Step father would not have it mentioned in the house and so, the curtains on the Psychic and Spirit world slowly closed. No circles where ever held again and no one at all could mention anything to do with the Spirit world. 16 years of age I entered the Army. I was in boy service the Junior Leaders. At 17 and a half I joined the regular army, I served 12 years, and must admit, on more than one occasion my Psychic ability came to the rescue.
a very fit guy I received the coveted cup 'The Most Outstanding Soldier of the year' for fitness and ability as a Senior NCO. I began working as a store detective, also a security officer in and around stores, I finally was given the job of Security manager of the town Centre in Corby Northants, where I learned self defence, was taught and was taught to be a self defence instructor by the police at there head quarters in Wooton Hall Northampton. I could not have been further away from Mediumistic abilities if I tried. I approached the Inspector of Corby police as to my security officers carrying hand cuffs, as so many of my security officers where getting hurt, not just punches or kicks but serious injuries which needed surgery and long time sickness off of work. This was never heard of and after a long time backward and forwards finally all my Security Officers carried handcuffs. Nothing against civilians becoming security officers but when you patrol a volatile town centre I needed guys who had some experience of handling yobs, drunks and crowds....where better than ex-squaddies so all where chosen from ex-forces back grounds it was a very physical job, it was nothing on a wet and cold Monday morning to go crashing to the pavement with a shop lifter. I joined the United Fighting System taught by a great guy Andrew Gibney, I came second in the British stick fighting competition held at the Vauxhall Leisure Centre Luton in 1994. I taught self defence until I started to suffer tremendous back ache, and my hip was very sore, after months and months of treatment, I was found to be incapacitated from work I had Arthritis, I was heart broken. I was use to running thinking nothing of a ten mile run before work I had my own place to train people and was so fit, running 10 to 15 miles before the sun came up and ready for work......but now I could hardly place one foot in front of the other, and was asked to leave my job. Heart break does not scratch the surface. My wife Evelyn was and still is a rock to me, I had five children Scott was married and still is he was 31, then there is Hayley she was 28, then there is Lee he was 24 then there is Natasha she was 18 then the baby Craig he was 12, we had battled for years with a serious drug problem Lee had, he had been in hospital many many times with over doses, and spoke so often of dying young, he lived with his girl friend Claire who stood by him rigidly, but on January 1st 2001, at 9-15 that night I was on my computer, the door was closed, and being winter the widows was closed when I felt a distinctive feeling like someone blowing on my neck, I turned round suddenly and smiled and said to myself, "Don't be Stupid" when my wife Evelyn screamed up the stair "DENNIS", I hobbled down best I could to see her in tears holding the phone and she whispered, "Lee is dead", I took the telephone and screamed down the phone, "Who is this", and it was Lee's girl friends father Glenn, he said" Lee has jumped from the top of the multi story car park Dennis, I am so so sorry mate". We went Lee's girlfriends parents house, everyone was crying, my children my wife and from this house across the road stood the Multi story car park, and you could see the very spot Lee fell from. At Lee's funeral the Church was packed , people standing outside as there was no room. Lee was carried to his resting place by six of his friends, at the service one of the songs we had played was , 'No Tears in Heaven', this still song still does mean so much to us. Well we had the funeral, holding the family together in there times of grief was hard, I never had time to grieve really, not until the funeral was done, then it began, I was seeing colours, people where walking through my bedroom at night. Ever woke up and had one of your young children standing by your bed, looking down at you intently, well I was waking up to seeing men and women just standing by my bed looking down at me. I heard talking down stairs and when I investigated no one was there, as soon as I relaxed again and dozed off it began, patterns on wallpaper where crawling up the wall, plants where moving on there own. The television was going on and off all night on its own, my computer in our bedroom in the middle of the night would hum into action and all the small green lights on the computer would flicker into life, I would switch it off but as soon as my head hit the pillow off it would go again, in the end I had to unplug it. Lights would click on and off all over the house by the light switch on the walls. Neighbours would run out of our house after seeing cups and glasses move on their own, we may be sitting in the kitchen where we have two sets of light switches each end of the kitchen, as we would be sitting talking, the light switches would click up and down, it was like strobe lights 'click-click..... click-click. I finally unable to stand anymore I ended up at a ladies house, who taught awareness and development. I was exhausted and needed help that slowly all that had been bestowed upon me when I sat in circle with my Grandmother began to unfold, within three months I was on platform in Spiritualist Churches all over UK giving messages to people. When one day Lee's girlfriend called, and said would you like some books of Lee's, when we collected them there where about 40 books on Clairvoyance and Mediumship, I spoke to his friends who told me that Lee was very Clairvoyant, he also gave many messages to his friends, from there loved ones in the spirit with strong evidence, people use to seek him out for a reading and we did not know. I now teach two circles. I work in Theatres all across the UK and abroad. I teach at many Spiritual retreats around UK also in Copenhagen, Germany, Dubai, Barcelona, Isle of Man, Gibraltar and Florida USA I am also a trance medium, my son Craig is now 18 is very aware, and sees spirit all the time, but it is not time for him yet, he has too many experiences of life to do first. My Mother for many years always use to say to me, Don't ever forget what Grandmother taught you because one day you will be working for spirit without a doubt". I use to smile and say "I don't think so Mum"....she must be Psychic, Lee works with me all the time now and my Grandmother and my Father is always around me. This has been seven years now, and although time has moved on it has seemed no time at all. Lee visits regular and talks to his Mother through me, we know when there are going to be pregnancies in the family, I was driving along the M6 motorway one day with a friend when Lee suddenly came into my head, "Slow down Dad", is all he said, I did I pulled over into the slow land and my friend looked at their watch and said "We don't have time to dawdle, I replied "Trust me" and about a quarter of a mile ahead in the right hand lane where I was belting along was a four car pile up, my friend just turned open mouthed and said "How did you know that" I smiled and said "A close member of my family just whispered something in my ear, they smiled and just said "Lee" I replied "Uh-huh". We where off to Bradford to do an Evening of Clairvoyance at the Alhambra theatre. My youngest daughter Natasha was due her first baby on the Monday. As I was on the stage in the middle of a link, afain Lee came to me and said "Dad ring the hospital, it is Natasha" It seemed as if I had stopped stock still for ages but in fact it was a split of a second, during the interval I telephoned the hospital and was told "Natasha is here she has just begun her labour....by the way how did you know". After the demonstration we all climbed into my car and whizzed to Kettering General Hospital. I was five minutes too late, but I got my first look at...Conah-Lee Binks. sang by Eric Clapton when his son also fell to his death, it just seemed very poignant at the time.
This is a photo of me the lad...lol Stella behind left, My Cousin Mavis Behind Right and my Cousin Maurine to my left
Grandmother or 'Nanna' on stage in a London Theatre along side Charlie and Sid Chaplin
Grandmother (she was a Medium) her name was Hilda Collins and my Grandfather
This is Lee's last Birthday 21st June 2000 on January 1st 2001 he passed to Spirit
About Evelyn my wife
know, Lee was her life and Soul, she is such a brave woman, when asked she just say's "well I had too I have other children to bring up, there needs did not disappear", I truly am in debt to her for helping me along this Road. We have eight Grand children, Evelyn loves each one desperately. I watched her after Lee passed to Spirit completely tore to shreds, she would sit on the sofa, with medication from the Doctor drowsily saying "Where's my Lee, is he in the kitchen", There was nothing I could do but comfort her, and be there. Slowly an hour at a time, a day at a time and a week at a time we moved forward, and as the song goes, thats how you get through "One day at a time, sweet Jesus".
O' Great Spirit, Whose voice I hear in the winds, And whose breath gives life to all the world, hear me! I am small and weak, I need your strength and wisdom. Let Me Walk in Beauty, and make my eyes ever behold the red and purple sunset. Make My Hands respect the things you have made and my ears sharp to hear your voice Make Me Wise so that I may understand the things you have taught my people. Let Me Learn the lessons you have hidden in every leaf and rock. I Seek Strength, not to be greater than my Brother, but to fight my greatest enemy--Myself. Make Me Always Ready to come to You with clean hands and straight eyes. So When Life Fades, as the fading sunset my Spirit may come to You | |
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I have since come on a long way thanks to the Great Spirit, and my unseen helpers who work so hard to enable me to bring the evidence needed so badly of life here after. |